April 9, 2007

• Changes....

  Well, I haven't really been on here regularly in a while.  Many reasons exist for that, however, I won't expand on them any more than I have in my few previous posts.  Just know that I'm like John Mayer's song "Repair."  It's a good track - you should check it out. 

  So MySweetiePie and I were previewing his new place and we got on the discussion of my appearance.  I don't quite remember how it evolved but he basically told me that I didn't really know what I wanted to do with myself, and I was searching for my next 'fix.'  He deduced that I would eventually turn to drug use.   According to him this was my first 'fix':
  

  This was my second 'fix':
  

  This was my third and most recent 'fix':

        

  So, I've gone from this:

  

  to this:

  

  My response:  "So what you're basically saying is that I'm trying to 'find myself'."  While I essentially understand where he was going, I don't fully agree.  I look at this past year as an awakening.  I think the biggest thing I've learned is that while I can't change the past, I can learn from it and undo my mistakes.  That inspired me to get my next tattoo.  The Andinkra symbol Sankofa - return and get it.  The importance of learning from the past.

  

  So, while I continue to "find" myself - I'll be filling you in on the details along the way.

  I'm back - for now.

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