I hate it when I haven't been on here in a long time....then I have to debate on what to write about because, inevitably, so much has happened.  Then I have to convince myself to keep still and stay focused so my writing doesn't seem like ranting and babble.

So, I'll just say this.....
I know that I love him deeply within my bones.  I know that he is everything I need and want.  I know I must make myself happy before I can hope to have anyone else make me happy. 

Now, how do I do that?