December 6, 2007

• Motivation

  Last night was the icing on the cake.......I'll explain in a minute.

  I'm finally motivated, personally, to do more. It's taken me a while to acknowledge that I don't have to go through things this way.  This past weekend was the first DDG weekend in a long time.  The last planned one was Memorial Day 2006, and we know how that ended.  We've been together numerous times since then, mostly for things surrounding that weekend or Rai's wedding, but never just us.  We had a blast and really didn't do much.  We went shopping (gotta love it), went to C-lah's dance performance, went to church (the Music Ministry's production of Handel's Messiah was the service), and then went to see "The Women of Brewster Place" musical.  Of course there was a lot of little stuff in between.  The culmination was an impromptu SistahTalk that shed new light on many things and cleared the air. 

  Last night, MSP and I were talking in the wee hours of the morning about a topic that comes up all the time between us.  His way of dealing with the situation has not solved the situation in my mind.  So we've agreed to work on finding the balance.  It isn't finishe, I know, but it's progressing. In our talk I realized I haven't been to him what he has been to me.  That's obviously a problem.  I know I have not put forth the effort that I should, not necessarily to match what he's doing per se, but to show that I'm in this and that he can depend on me as much as I can depend on him.  Afterall, "The Greatest Ability is Dependability."

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